Five for fighting- All I Know

One of my favorite song from Disney movie soundtrack, soundtrack of Chicken little, all i know from five for fighting. I haven't heard this song anymore since a long long time, now i started to listening this song over and over again, sounds cliche but this song really represent my feelings right now :"( i'm not in a good mood lately and there's nothing i can do..pathetic..

I bruise you
You bruise me
We both bruise so easily
Too easily to let it show
I love you, and thats all I know

And all my plans
keep falling through
All my plans they
Depend on you
Depend on you
To help them grow
I love you
And thats all I know

When the singer's gone
Let the song go on
It's a fine line between
The darkness and the dawn
They say in the darkest night
Theres a light beyond

And the ending always
Comes at last
Endings always
Come too fast
They come too fast
And they pass too slow
I love you
And thats all, its really all I know
Its all I know

Its all I know

I love you like a bikini bottom

Me without you.
It feels like mr. krab lost all his money,
spongebob without patrick,
squidward without spongebob and patrick.
Me plus you.
I love you as much as mr. krab love money,
we're best friend like spongebob and patrick,
but sometimes you makes me mad like patrick and spongebob when they're ruined squidward's peaceful day

Sushi Eating Contest

I went to Gandaria City yesterday (29 Oct) for eating competition with 692 other contestants! imagine that me against 691 people and yeah..i'm lost with just 9 sushi left on my table. we have to ate 30 sushi for 5minutes, so i guess 9 is a small number,right? so i still proud with myself :) enough with sushi, 29 Oct was my friend birthday, its pyta day! she's one of my rival on the competition too but she just ate 10 sushi and left 20 sushi (evil laugh) ahahahhaaa! so after competition we (me, pyta and dede) do some girls thing (window shopping), i buy myself a pair of lovely red shoes from "the little things she needs", a pair of new shoes always makes me feel happy :) .After shoes, we're moving to sushi tei to get birthday "sushi" cake for free, then her boyfriend (ijar) coming to gift her some present, and yeah she's got ipod touch for her birthday (hmm envy) after sick with sushi things, we moved again to roppan for coffee time :9
after that, i spending all night with my L :) such a lovely saturday.. So, how's you weekend?

what i wore: blazer from somewhere in UK/thrifted bag/oxford shoes from centro dept. store

the crowd

before the competition

fighter number 203

from 30 to 9

with pyta the birthday girl

Sunday 'pampered' morning

Its Sunday already and the weather so friendly today. Wake up at 8am then go to salon to do some hair treatment then supermarket to buy some seaweed pringles, oatmeal, and kellog's honey cornflakes (all my daily needs). By the way, on the next Saturday, 29 Oct 2011 i will follow 'Sushi eating competition' with the main prize Rp. 3.000.000; hahahahaaa everyone who knows me know that i have ability to eating fast as well as a boy, so my friends registered me to join this competition, LOL so wish me luck guys :D

POPstore maxi dress in nude/ Cotton On gray cardigan/ Steve madden wooden sandals

Love song for no one

I woke up this morning and i tell myself "No, is not the time to cry, now's the time to find out why" I know there's so many things in life that i have to explore and learn to be a better person, all i have to do is keep moving on and realize that "I'm bigger than my body". But when talked about love, i know that my heart still "bigger" than my brain. hemm i know there's something wrong with me, but its not the stupidest thing in the world, right?
i love to loved him, but even though he love me too "he's just not that into me".  I'm in repair now, and is not over! i tell my self that i'm gonna find another you because i believe that good love is on the way. I'm perfectly lonely but i'm not afraid, there is no reason to feel bad and there are many seasons to feel glad, sad, mad. I know i'll be fine, i always be, when i know that my good friends and my L always on my side. Yeah, In my life, I've loved them all. Maybe then tomorrow will be Monday and whatever's in my head should go away.

Welcoming adm 2011

Gathering administration 2011, 15-16 Oct 2011

cotton ink chest nut luna blouse/F21 legging/Rubi sandals/Thrifted bag

The Air That I Breathe

This song really represent my feeling right now, this song is for HIM, he's my buddy and always be my L.

The air that i breathe from maroon 5

People never change,
They seem to stay the same.
They wear different clothes,
But play the same games.

Many different ways
To say the same thing.
Searchin for the right words,
The ones that would make you stay.

Exchanging the way things were
For they way that they should be, And choosing theses words
Is saying to her, The things that she never heard But always deserved.

I figured what it is all about.
It's you that I could never live without.
Your everything,
The air that I breathe.
Stupid not to know it all along,
And everything I ever did was wrong.
Sadly it's too late for sorry.

Oh I'm not even really sure Who made this mess,
And who threw what punch, But I could not care less.
All I know is that I'm here And you are not,
Once I put this wasted pride aside,Nothin's all I got

Somebody make it stop. And pick me up,
And just dust me off, The rainy day flood,
Will drowned all this love.
Trapped at the bottom now, Please dig me up.

Public administration 2008

Models: Public Administration 08

Photographer: Rahadian Prayudha